Bloggie... i dunno why i feel so down and sad suddenly...... maybe its because of what i think just now..... kept thinking that we will be further and further apart and there is no point to continue further if this continues...... i noe misunderstandings occurs but surely, it doesnt come everyday right? whats the point of me showing care and concern when the other party reply back by asking me to shut up and mind my own business... yes... i kept quiet all these while but in my heart........................... only god knows.... all those shouting and 'kutukan' kept playing in my mind almost everyday.... i know i can nvr be the best... and a lot of times i force myself to just say that word..... just find someone who u think can be better.... although it hurts for me, it may be the best for u..... everyday, i go out of my house praying that that day will be happy for us... but it always turns out the other way..... sigh.... god, whats should i do?