Dear God,
This few weeks have been a tough one for me... not that i want to complain but i regret everything... Are we going to end soon? I tink yes.... tis few days, i have been looking at all our past photos n memories n it made me sad... sad because i miss those times.... i guess its partly over already....
god... is money everything to a human? or happiness? i guess the answer for nw is money..... i have given up everything.... everything change after the stupid, fucking work..... i dun even feel like celebrating our monthsary anymore.... neither do i even wanna meet her.... if money is damn imprt den happiness, den just sacrifice our relationship.... is it wrong for me to say that u dun even give a damn thing about us since u strt the stupid, pathetic job? everytime, u reply my msges are all one word msges....
god.... if i can complain to u, i think it will be better.... i just need a gerl who cares about me nw, willing to listen to my stupid, lame jokes just like last time.... i wont hide the fact that tears are rolling down as i type all tis... u wanna say im hook up to my soccer? bt at least i still spend time with u and txt u sincerely....
why people are willing to sacrifice a 1 year of relationship just because of money? come on la... money can find later... dun be pathetic.... i can give u money if u ask....
if u are reading tis, u should noe well hw im feeling rite nw.... im jealous looking at other couples, happy tgt..... sigh!
lastly..... 1 birthday wish.... hope u will realise soon and stop ur pathetic work.... thats how to make me happy...... you dun deserve that kind of work..... not now...
